La nuit me comprend
La nuit me comprend,
Elle ne pose pas de nom.
Le jour me regarde
Comme une accusation.
Laissez l’ombre durer,
Encore un instant.
Dans le noir, au moins,
Je peux être absent.
Si la nuit s’achève,
Je n’aurai plus de répit.
Alors je la retiens
Au bord de ma vie.
27.12.2025 11:55
C'est moi
Je me réveille en sursaut,
Le cœur encore en feu.
La nuit colle à ma peau,
Le silence est affreux.
Je cherche un mauvais rêve,
Une fuite, un abri.
Mais l’aube me répète :
Ce n’était pas la nuit.
Les murs sont trop réels,
Le souffle trop précis.
La peur ne disparaît pas –
Elle vit ici.
J’ouvre enfin les yeux,
L’ombre est toujours là.
Ce n’est pas un cauchemar,
C’est déjà moi.
27.12.2025 11:47
Parkour: scientific point of view
The vector of your speed left me the projection,
And a straight pointed hand get over my heart.
I thought that physics couldn't be an agreeable matter,
But you have shown me its incredible art!
So much energy! And all of it is going out!
I look at you, and I can't understand:
These elements are difficult, but you make a compound.
Your movements are so light, and you fly above the land.
You have your own power to conquer gravitation!
This is a fantastic strength! Use it at the moment!
Physics is an art! This is true creation!
Please, never slow down! Believe me, it's important!
26.12.2025 14:39
Snow in the spring
I like the snow in the spring,
When little flakes fly up the ground.
And when you go for a walk,
Your stapes will utter crispy sound.
The snow shines on grey roofs brightly,
It covers benches, swings and grass.
And you can see first green spring leaves,
Which hidden under white glaze.
I call to mind frozen winter, -
This is the most lovely tide.
I will put on my winter clothes,
And I will go outside.
26.12.2025 12:05
C'est aujourd'hui
C'est aujourd'hui le père Noël
Viendra chez les enfants.
Il descendra du haut du ciel
Sur son traîneau d'argent.
Ses rennes volent dans la nuit,
Galopent sur les toits,
Il entre sans faire de bruit
Pendant qu'on dort, je crois.
Sous le sapin illuminé,
Il posera ses cadeaux,
Repartira, bien fatigué,
Vers ses pays de givre et d'eau.
24.12.2025 23:56
На немецком
Oh mein Gott, du bist so ein wunderschöner Mann! Ich habe mich Hals über Kopf in dich verliebt! Oh mein Gott, du bist so klug, und ich bin so dumm und verrückt, ich glaube, ich bin krank, aber mit dir, und du?
Oh mein Gott, oh mein Gott, meine Mutter, du kennst die Geheimnisse deines Sohnes nicht.
Ich verehre und liebe ihn einfach, aber wir werden uns diesen Winter nicht sehen. Es ist so traurig, so unerwartet traurig! Ich werde dich vermissen!
Leb wohl, mein Prinz, ich werde in diesen leidenschaftlichen Nächten auf dich warten und dich lieben, dich bis zum Weinen und bis zum Tod lieben!
Naiver Traum, lebe wohl!
21.12.2025 18:37
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Oh mon Dieu, tu es un homme si beau, si beau ! Je suis tombée amoureuse de toi comme un petit oiseau au paradis ! Oh mon Dieu, tu es si intelligent, et moi si bête et folle, je crois que je deviens malade, mais avec toi, et toi ?
Oh mon Dieu, oh mon Dieu, ma mère, tu ne connais pas les secrets de ton fils.
Je l'adore et l'aime tout simplement, mais nous ne nous verrons pas cet hiver. C'est si triste, si triste d'un coup ! Tu vas me manquer !
Adieu, mon prince, je t'attendrai durant ces nuits passionnées et je t'aimerai, je t'aimerai jusqu'aux larmes et jusqu'à la mort !
Rêve naïf, adieu !
21.12.2025 18:28
L'infini
Le temps s’étire, sans bord,
Ni fin, ni rivage,
L’être avance, encore,
Dans l’ombre des âges.
Chaque instant se répète,
Changeant de visage,
Ce qui naît déjà guette
Son propre passage.
Nous sommes souffle et trace,
Éclair lent, fragile,
L’infini nous enlace,
Calme et immobile.
Être, c’est revenir,
Sans jamais partir,
Dans le cercle du dire
Et du devenir.
14.12.2025 00:14
La neige
La neige tombe, légère,
En secret, sans voix.
Elle apaise la terre,
Et ralentit les pas.
Chaque flocon s’attarde,
Avant de se poser,
Le monde se regarde
Enfin respirer.
Les lampes, or fragile,
Frémissent dans le froid,
La nuit devient docile
Sous ce manteau de soie.
Tout se tait, tout espère,
Sous le ciel en suspens,
Car la neige sait faire
Parler le cœur du temps.
14.12.2025 00:10
Anemoia
Listening to a song
I’ve never heard before,
I feel nostalgic for times I never lived through...
I'm interested - why so?
I’ve noticed this feeling more than once,
but I didn’t know its name.
And I think that anemoia is necessary —
not just because you’re living a beautiful moment,
but because you’re also learning about this feeling
and the times when people lived as they did then.
This knowledge is not a mistake.
It’s what your intuition tells you —
the emergence of an infallible feeling that cannot be ignored.
Perhaps we have lived more than once,
perhaps we have been reborn,
so our souls may know of those times.
But since we cannot remember our past lives,
we are left with this feeling.
Therefore, all we can do now is analyze it logically,
compare it intuitively,
and explore the aesthetics of that time
through the feeling called anemoia.
12.12.2025 15:38
“Quiet One”Quiet Wings
In her veins the shadows linger,
Summer’s voice is long forgotten.
Like a phoenix turned to cinder,
In the silence he lay broken.
She once knew that love’s commandments
Fade like stone in mist and ember.
And the world kept spinning ’round her,
Empty, strange — a fading temple.
Then he came, quiet as the evening,
With his words he sang her sunrise.
Not the force of thunder’s grieving —
Just a whisper brought her soul to life.
He demanded no believing,
Swore no oaths and built no castles.
Spoke in words like roots of treetops
Growing where no ranks can hassle.
And within her heart a fire
Flickered faint — the echo waking.
Like a wave that follows onward,
Breathing back the moments taken.
Then he came, quiet as the evening,
With his words he sang her sunrise.
Not the force of thunder’s grieving —
Just a whisper brought her soul to life.
Soft he spoke, and night’s thin veil
Slowly slipped away and scattered.
Like a tide of silent power,
He dissolved her hurt and shatter.
Words — not swords, and not the circles,
Not the storm, the cry, the flame.
Just a gentle light that melts the frost
And brings a lifeless face to name.
Then he came, quiet as the evening,
With his words he sang her sunrise.
Not the force of thunder’s grieving —
Just a whisper brought her soul to life.
12.12.2025 01:58
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Küçükken cerrahi onkoloji doktoru olmak isterdim. Ben zaten bir doktorun kızıyım. Çocukluğumun geçtiği 90lı yıllarda sık sık elektrik kesintisi olduğu için anaokuluna pek gidemedim. Dediğim gibi, annem bir doktor ve anaokula gitmediğim zamanlarda onunda birlikte işe giderdim. Hastanede çok şey gördüm ve öğrendim. Giderek tıp bilimini sevmeye başladım. Hem de tutkuyla.
Bir kaç yıl sonra annem kanser oldu. Ama bizim için bir mucize oldu ve Allah'a şükür annem iyileşti. O zaman kendimle ilgili bir karar verdim. Cerrahi onkoloji doktoru olmak istiyordum. İnsanların yaşamasını istiyordum. Onlara yardım etmek istiyordum. Zaten her zaman yardım etmeyi sevdim. İnsanlara iyileşmeleri için bir umut olmak istedim. Sadece bir umut, bir gülümseme ve yaraları iyileşsin. Bu kadarı yeterliydi. Bilirsiniz.
Üniversitesideyken hep tıp kitapları okuyordum. Açıkçası halâ okuyorum. Size biraz tuhaf gelebilir, tıp öğrencisi olmayan birinin tıp kitapları okuması. Olsun! Bu benim tıp hakkında çok şey öğrenmemi sağladı. Eğer doktor olsaydım, akıllı ve mükemmel bir doktor olurdum. Hayat her zaman istediğimiz gibi olmuyor. Bu yüzden bazı şeyler beni yani doktor olma kararımı değiştirdi. Ben size şunu söylemek istiyorum:"Bir şeyi çok istiyorsanız her şeye rağmen vazgeçmeyin. Vazgeçmemelisiz. Hayalinizin, hedefinizin peşinden gitmelisiniz. Bence insan hayal etmeli, iyi şeylere ve mucizelere inanmalı. Mucizelere inanırsanız gerçek olur. Olsun da... Bir mucize olsun da hayallerimiz gerçek olsun!"
Ekim, 2019
11.12.2025 13:34
Moon about us (song)
Verse 1
I walk into the void — where my path goes mute,
Don’t you call me back — I will drift from you.
Held our fragile world — I was weak and torn,
Nothing left to save — neither you nor I reborn.
Chorus
Moonlight only shines — only shines for us,
Shadows break the rules — you won’t understand this trust.
Moonlight only shines — I would change no part,
I am walking on, still holding light inside my heart.
Verse 2
Whispers in the wind — all the past behind,
Every look of yours — leaves a spark inside.
I preserved a trace — something made to last,
I head towards the dawn — rising from the past.
Chorus
Moonlight only shines — only shines for us,
Shadows break the rules — you won’t understand this trust.
Moonlight only shines — I would change no part,
I am walking on, still holding light inside my heart.
[ Final chorus ]
Moonlight only shines — only shines for us,
Shadows break the rules — you won’t understand this trust.
Moonlight only shines — I would change no part,
I am walking on, believing dawn will start.
Moonlight only shines — only shines for us,
Shadows break the rules — you won’t turn from us.
Moonlight only shines — I would change no part.
10.12.2025 19:11
Oxygen
What are you now
And where to go from here
Always hanging so close to death
Apocalyptic closet fear
None left to hold
So you hold your breath
Really tried
Then you lied
Got denied
Throat is tied
Suffocation
And then you say that you're
The one in pain
Soul damnation, been here before yet here you are again
You need to summon something out of hell
Cos what you fight originated there
Forever stuck, all you can do is yell
The face he shows is the mask he wears
Bloody moon will raise the tides
Wash away the dead of night
Drain the pain from burning hearts
Oxygen to fill my lungs
Waiting for someone else to loosen that noose
You're not the one who is forced to choose
Hanging by frayed ends of sanity
Just like my childhood idols warned
Oh yes of course you're looking at me
To check my pulse and if I'm still warm
Bring me the head of that medusa
Shutting down that Pandora's box
Never grovel in front of a loser
I'll close my mind and change those bleeding locks
Bloody moon will raise the tides
Wash away the dead of night
Drain the pain from burning hearts
Oxygen to fill my lungs
Suffocation
And then you say that you're
The one in pain
Soul damnation, been here before yet here you are again
Execution, tear it out and stop the pointless drain
09.12.2025 16:06
The Way of Light ( Светлый путь)
Your gaze burns bright like light in a window,
And every day turns slowly to spring’s glow.
Words may fly, but the heart hears it deeper,
And the emptiness fades, growing weaker and weaker.
Love is a flame that won’t fade in the night,
It leads us to places where fear takes flight.
Every step is a world so wide open,
Where we are as one, and the road stays unbroken.
Your laughter’s like rain washing doubts away,
No more тревог — only soft moments stay.
Your hands hold me tight, without any fear,
Every second with you is a bright flowing river so clear.
Love is a flame that won’t fade in the night,
It leads us to places where fear takes flight.
Every step is a world so wide open,
Where we are as one, and the road stays unbroken.
With you the darkness slowly dissolves,
No walls, no chains — just the path that calls.
Love is a flame that won’t fade in the night,
It leads us to places where fear takes flight.
Every step is a world so wide open,
Where we are as one, and the road stays unbroken.
And if the night should close its eyes someday,
Love will remain where the soul finds its way.
You and I — forever we stay,
Where love lives on through the years, through the days.
05.12.2025 16:31
Мелодия тваёй любові
Мелодыя тваёй любові мяне Лашчыць,
Тваё сэрца мне пяшчоту дасць.
Ты мой каханы,
Ты мой адзіны.
Ты пацалуеш мяне,
З табой быць побач шчасце —дасць сілы мне.
Нашы сэрцы сагрэтыя,
Бог і анёл — пра нас ведаюць яны адзіныя.
Адзіная ласка Божая,
Нашы дзеці — яны Божыя.
Кахаю я цябе!
27.11.2025 23:20
Elle ne me veut pas
Elle ne me veut pas,
Je reste dans l’ombre.
Son regard, pas pour moi,
S’éloigne et se dénombre.
Son cœur, loin du mien,
Glisse sans retour.
Je ne tiens plus rien
De son ancien jour.
Elle ne veut rien de moi,
Ni mes pas, ni ma peine.
Je reste là parfois,
Perdu dans son silence même.
26.11.2025 21:13
Rise of the machines / Demolition rave
Laced my brain
With your malicious code
But I'm not some module
You control
No longer care what you have to say
Cos it just doesn't work that way
Like an evil machine
Sowing chaos and hurt
Wherever you go
No stone left unturned
Whatever I do you keep coming back
One day I will just pull that plug
You are dead to me
You are dead to me
Your mind control failed
My thoughts are free
Now you're truly dead to me
You are dead to me
Now you're truly dead to me
Rise, rise of the machines
Rise
25.11.2025 17:21
Do you miss me too? (the song) (песня)
Verse 1:
Walking through the city lights,
Memories of you tonight.
Every step I take, I feel
The warmth of what was real.
Pre-Chorus:
I keep asking silently,
Will you ever come back to me?
The night is calling out your name,
And I can’t stay the same.
Chorus (Lyric Hook):
Do you miss me like I miss you?
Do you miss me, do you miss me too?
I’m still holding on, feeling every truth,
Do you miss me, do you miss me too?
Verse 2:
Every window, every street,
Echoes of our hearts that beat.
Time goes on but still I see,
Your shadow walking next to me.
Pre-Chorus 2:
I keep your picture in my mind,
Moments lost but still I find.
Every night I call your name,
Hoping you feel the same.
Chorus (repeat):
Do you miss me like I miss you?
Do you miss me, do you miss me too?
I’m still holding on, feeling every truth,
Do you miss me, do you miss me too?
Verse 3:
Stars above remind me so,
Of the nights we used to know.
Every laugh and every tear,
Brings your memory near.
Chorus:
Do you miss me like I miss you?
Do you miss me, do you miss me too?
I’m still holding on, feeling every truth,
Do you miss me, do you miss me too?
16.11.2025 12:38
“Never Fade”
Verse 1:
Step by step — I was chasing winds,
Seeking where every calling ends.
World was burning, yet silence inside,
Heart kept saying — “You’ll survive.”
You appeared like the dawn on high,
Like a whisper that wouldn’t die.
All will fade, but the mark will stay —
Where you are, there’s a brighter way.
⸻
Chorus:
Where the light is — I will find my home,
Through the fog and the autumn storm.
Let the river of time drift far,
But our love stays — where we are.
⸻
Verse 2:
In the stars lives your gentle glance,
Softly saying — “This is our chance.”
In the dark, when the roads are gone,
My own flame will keep me strong.
Through the frost and the thunder’s cry,
I will rise till I touch the sky.
Even if there’s no word to send,
I will keep what will never end.
⸻
Chorus:
Where the light is — I will find my home,
Through the fog and the autumn storm.
Let the river of time drift far,
But our love stays — where we are.
⸻
Bridge:
When the world falls silent and gray,
I will hear your voice far away.
It will tell me the light’s in me —
And it shines eternally.
⸻
Finale:
Where the light is — the day will rise,
Dreams will bloom under morning skies.
I’ll return where it all began,
There my endless love will stand.
11.11.2025 23:19