Eternal torment

And I threw again my head back,
To get tears back into the eyes.
It’s hard to live when people hack,
In the end, they always see demise..

I’m trying to live a little bit longer,
But from eye drops I feel pain.
Desperate attempt to be stronger
In the end, it led to torment, inane..

And again insomnia begins,
An eternal look into the ceiling.
The head is full with thoughts of sins
As if it would never healing..